Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Thursday, December 14, 2006

ayeaye disappointing day today, it all started when my maid was brought back, she requested to go back. alot of reason for it though, lazy to type it out here, dont bother asking me about it also, i wont say about it anymore. then went for soccer, paly 1 match only rain cows and elephants. so went to jason house to chill, went for dinner and was late in meeting the rest. so i and zihao took a cab down to dp. dam ex la. then nvm, then i realise no1 there to train with me la, all sabre 1. but nvm, i tink its good for me to train alone, i realise my many problems thru mr wong. i tink i always train awhile, then i stopped for a long time, then start training again. of cause the main problem is still becos i slack alot. which is why i thought many times about quitting, and the thought is still in my mind, and dont talk to me about it please. so anyway, train back with bryce zihao jinyu and joesph. it was hard moving around with my huge bag. just gonna watch doha and sleep soon.


i have been thinking lately, why do i even bother about that issue. the holiday was a much needed rest for me. but all the problems came back after i came back.sometimes i am thinking, does it even matter to me that something is going on. then i realise because im too nice, to tell anyone to fuck off away from me. why do i always go on and be the nice guy, stupid right. nice guy always suffer. because i keep everything inside me, i wont tell any1 about it, nobody i trust enough in that knows about that thing.i have no guts to confide in people also, im afraid, of people laughing at me for being naive, having foolish thoughts that actually is only just me thinking too much, maybe i am, maybe im not, i will never know also, not that i want to know also. im just afraid, just as the coward i am. thats is why, i will have good memories of this, when people like zihao terence and the rest of the gang around, and also the unwanted memories of the current. no doubts this play a huge part in my decision. im sure people love to see me leave, likes it matters like that. im just a loser, living in a huge bubble of my own, thinking about things that i assume others think of also. who knows, behidn my back u people might be saying things about me. aye its not easy typing this here also, the people involve might be reading it, but u people will never realise that im actually talking about you, never i swear, u can assume, u can guess, but i will never say it. this may look like a huge paragraph of rubbish, but it just helps me clear another burden on my mind. dont bother talking to me about it also, i will just tell you to fuck off. when will this end, i dont know. maybe when i leave this thing for good, it was all a mistake right from the start. what make me gel with you guys is a mystery, i had joy in it, but i had more misery. i dont want to end the year feeling all down. maybe i will jsut avoid you people, go my friends house to stay, avoid trainings and the camp, maybe it will help alittle, or certainly i hope. i hope poly comes sooner rather than later, keep me busy, keep me away from you people. a smile he always give to people, but behind that smile, lies the tears of a lonely man. i purposely made this small and unreadable, good job to you if you finish reading it, but i guess no1 will really bother.

why isit so messy now? why? is there no joy for me this year?

Will you ever notice me...