school was pretty boring today, we continued what we had to do yesterday, but obviously i slacked like mad. lunched with my classmates at canteen 2 and had this motivational talk by a guy called martin lee i think from the halogen foundation. at first we all thought it would be a dam boring talk but it turn out to be very funny and meaningful, i just love the talk. i can remember all the words he said. so after school i went home with edwin. came home, sleep, dota and just finish doing my work, tough piece of assignment, tommorow need to present and i absolutely hate it. but nevermind what must be done will be done.

as i have once read, just for the sole reason of nightfall could be the key to why people are always emo at night. must be the atmosphere. haha. i just read something and im hoping its not what i think it is. then again, these things are out of my control. as the talk today suggested. i have my own future in my own 2 hands, but that only applies for me. aiya nevermind la, im living my poly life pretty happily, shouldnt let myself by affected by such stuff.

anyway, my real school term is gonna start next week most probably, and im foreseeing a very heavy workload for myself. and so, im gonna discuss with my parents about discontinuing fencing training. as least im not alone in these, terence and marcus are thinking about it also i think. haha. we shall see bah, somemore my new cca training on saturdays 9-11. no point wasting 60bux on trainings i will probably stop going. i dont even know if im goin training tommorow. just dont feel like. doesnt feel like the same anymore as i have stressed repeatly. just doenst have the feel good factor at training anymore. i will go find people to talk about this soon..

and to end off something i learn from the talk today.
When you look into the mirror, what do you see?
You will see an image of yourself with the shape of L on his forehead.
Then you will think, what a loser i am.
how true can that be for me....